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3月18日

reality

a week has gone, so fast,what have i done,i ask myself, nothing, omg
 
tomorrow there is the sixth conference i will have this term, so boring, i just have decided to work hard for a whole day. it destroys my perfect plan, omg
 
my brother will not go to hongkong for doctor studying, but to work in chinamobile the workplace which is looked down by my friend. i admire my brother in studying, and believe that he will go abroad for advanced study. the result surprises me a lot. reality always cannot go along with the ideal. maybe i can only say that so actual the reality is. hehe,so stupid my saying is. at last, maybe what we can do is only the reception, not the refusion. my mother also say those words to my auntie. some words touch my heart, making me somehow a little sad. the future is so undecidable, what i say what i want to do now maybe will not be my future. although, the word says"future is in yous hands ", is it true, there is a lot of things you cannot grip in the hand. maybe you do the everything but the result is still not good enough just like my brother. who i will be, i don't know.
 
reality,reality,reality.......why are you so cruel? everytime i should control myself ,and do something reluctantly. oh, it is the reality,making every one more mature.
 
there is only a month left for the midterm exam, one month flies from the term beginning, so fast, maybe i should start to work hard, for the reality,also the undecidable future.
 
3月11日

our brain

After listening to the lecture given by Mr.Luo, i realize that so magic our brain is intensely.
 
The most astonishing example which i heard of the modular nature of representational mental processes is the finding that self-consciousness is achieved though the connection of independent circuits, each with its own sense of awareness, that carry out separate operations in our two hemispheres. it means after break the connection of the right and left hemisphere, one person will become "two". if the left hand put on the coat,the right will put off it. so surprise ut is.
 
Our brain is so complex that even the most famous lab has still not researched it out. as we all known, the brain is devided into 52 regions, each one has its own function. but it is the most macrolook. how about the microlook is the one we are interesting in nowadays. how does the cell work? how does the cell communicate with another? then, what is the relationship between the microlook and macrolook? maybe we should give marriage of cognitive psychology with new physiological techniques and brain imaginge. hahaaaaa.
 
finding i am interested in this things, maybe i am much more fit in basical medcine research,but not the clinical.
12月29日

督促自己

明天罗院长的课又说不上了,回家休息,明天一天要好好学习,一定不能开机,再次告诫自己~~~看到同学的主页上都是医学复习,刺激到了~~
 
今天和好久没见的初中同学联系上了,开心下。初中对她的印象是有品味,会画漫画的女生,那画画得好啊,当时羡慕的不行。果然进了美院,看了现在的照片,除了pp还是pp,小小的卷发显得很女人。突然想到她初中还走过中性路线,哈哈,女大十八变啊~~
 
这个星期过的好像特别快,每天在学校和家之间来回,很规律的生活,被同学羡慕的要死。得到消息局解只考实验,安点了,四百页书还待哈中,这次实验希望顺顺利利,不能再像上次那样了~~
 
过两天又元旦了,盛蛋完了就圆蛋,老在过节,没什么感觉了呢~~
12月20日

第一次主刀

之前两次只有拿图谱的份,今天终于是拿上手术刀了。本来按顺序今天只是助手,是副刀,结果受到党的指派竟莫名其妙的荣升主刀,呵,还有些兴奋呢。
 
今天的任务是手掌,僵硬的手掌竟然如此坚硬,撕表皮的时候使上了差不多吃奶的劲。好不容易把表皮扒了,面对黄黄的一层浅筋膜以及若隐若现的大量神经血管,却无从下刀,真是生怕一下去把重要的结构给破坏了,没办法只好向老师求助。老师用几乎野蛮的方式将几根指前总动脉挑了出来,顺着走向终于把掌浅弓找了出来,之后徐同学一起帮忙,又是刀,又是镊子,钳子,总算是把肌肉、神经、血管离干净了,整个过程不停的展开那已经定型的收拢的手掌,好费力,现在手臂还是有些酸痛,党啊,怎么就分给我那么重的力气活啊。我们组还是速度最慢,安慰自己慢工出细活,呵
 
对了,还发生了一个小状况,解剖中换了一把新的刀片,那个锋利啊,简直可以削铁如泥了。我对准一筋膜下刀时,党的手却歪打正着的出现在我的刀口下,来了个兵不血刃,我呢成了凶手,呵,还好伤口很小,要不就麻烦了。呵呵,小小的尴尬一下,不知会不会被老班lp海扁啊,哈……解剖中头发还沾到了脂肪,好恶心,回家赶忙洗了。
 
下一次就是名正言顺的主刀了,股前区,看起来好像难度低点。这次就当积累经验,下次争取干的漂亮。解剖理论好麻烦,要好好看看,老师竟然说局解也是考试重点,晕掉了
 
感觉又有点感冒,难道是空调吹太多,热感冒了?无语……